I tried..

I tried being friends. I tried so hard. And, I kept hurting myself in the bargain.
Now, just cause I’ve stopped reacting or bothering about it, stopped calling and messaging you.. I have changed??!
The day we broke up, everything got over. Everything between us ended. You didn’t even care about me, what I was going through? In fact, what I’m still going through. You didn’t even try talking to me.
If you thought I’ve changed, why didn’t you bother bringing it up? What was the point in going and talking to others?
I realize now that I expected so much from you. I trusted you. I expected so much from our friendship, or at least the friendship we had.
I’ve realized now, that that was so unlike me.
When you said I’ll never hurt you, I’ll never leave you and you’ll never let me leave you. I believed every word!
Its’ funny now how you’re the person who has ended up hurting me the most.
And, you’ve left me in the worst way possible.
But you know what’s the worst part? I still miss you. I miss my old friend.
And, believe it or not, you still have the power to bring tears to my eyes..