Diary of a confused mind

Things around you matter to you a lot, whether you like it or not. Once you’re on your own, you suddenly start to make a lot more observations. You tend to become more emotional and probably even vulnerable. Sometimes, you can start crying for no reason at all, and sometimes you’ll just put on some loud music and go crazy dancing. Sometimes you’re just dying to talk to someone, and obviously this happens when the time is not right. But sometimes, when those people are calling you, you just don’t want to pick up. Your life changes a lot, and I guess so do your priorities. Your perspectives start to change too, and you begin to look for answers. When you’re upset, you’re looking for that one ray of hope to get you out. When you’re happy, you’re scared of the darkness that will take it all away. Sometimes, you’re just so lost that you need some direction and sometimes you’re so determined that nothing can deter you. We’re always searching, looking, hoping, wishing and wanting. But, maybe sometimes shedding all those tears is the only way to overcome the sadness. Maybe laughing and having fun is the way to cherish your happiness and make place for more. Maybe things didn’t work out cause you had something much better coming your way. Maybe sadness is a part of you that helps you see the light. Maybe it doesn’t matter if you made a mistake, you might get a chance to make it right. Your life is full of probabilities and possibilities. You could die tomorrow or live for a hundred years. It’s unpredictable, but that’s what makes it exciting right?